.04. “Secrets are things we give to others to keep for us.” or not.

My LJ username is nothing unique, nor is it a product of my own thinking. I actually saw someone on DeviantArt with almost the same username and decided that it would be a perfect fit for my new livejournal. For me, this name has a lot of meaning in the sense that, although I love my friends and overall I am a pretty sociable person, there is much to me that I keep to myself.

i never understood the notion of best friends, people that you tell all of your deepest, darkest, secrets to. I simply do not trust other individuals that much. So, what I do is (for the most part a) secret.

I think it's quite fitting.

.03. Nanowrimo


For the past three years I have attempted to win Nanowrimo and failed. This year, my goal is to participate in it and WIN.  For those of you who don’t know what Nanowrimo is, it’s essentially a writing contest, but you’re not competing against other people. Your goal is to write 50k words ( approx: 1,667  per day) in 30 days, during the month of November.


This year I have two large papers, along with other small assignments to do in addition to this. So, I’m not sure how feasible it is to attempt this again, but I want to at least try.  I have so many good plot ideas and I know that I can at least crank out one. I mean, hey. If Stephanie Meyer can write Twilight(four volumes of bullshit) then I can do it too! (and do it better.)


So, yeah! I’ll probably write an entry later about my plots and characters and such.



It's  9:51pm.

I'm sitting on my couch "attemping" to do homework, but in reality I'm just procrastinating again. The same thoughts come to me, interrupting my work.  What is my purpose? Will I be successful?

Yeah... I know. Everyone asks these things, but I honestly have no idea what I'm going to do with myself after college. The only thing that's definitely waiting for me is my student loans, which I'm just so thrilled for. So many of my friends are getting married, having kids.... it's so weird. I doubt I'll be living on my own any time soon, even if I had the option.

  • Current Music
    White Love Story - As One

.01. Why do people smile when no one's smiling? Because they're thinking of someone they're loving

1. My name is Rebecca
2. I'm 21 - almost 22 years old.
3. I'm a senior in college.
4. My major is Criminal Justice.
5. Graduating scares the living helllll out of me.
6. My favorite color is maroon.
7. I never thought I'd be a sorority girl, but I belong to Delta Delta Delta Fraternity and I love it. It changed my life.
8. I am an avid horseback rider.
9. Some of my favorite music consists of jpop & kpop, even if I can't speak either language.
10. I believe in true love, but I don't think I've found it yet.
11. I'm Blasian
12. I'm trying harder to see the good in everyone.
13. I push my glasses up my nose by wiggling my nose.
14. I absolutely love reading.
15. Public situations make me nervous.

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Day 01 - A recent picture of you and 15 interesting facts about yourself
Day 02 - The meaning behind your LiveJournal name
Day 03 - A picture of you and your friends
Day 04 - A habit that you wish you didn’t have
Day 05 - A picture of somewhere you’ve been to
Day 06 - Favorite superhero and why
Day 07 - A picture of someone/something that has the biggest impact on you
Day 08 - Short term goals for this month and why
Day 09 - Something you’re proud of in the past few days
Day 10 - Songs you listen to when you are happy, sad, bored, hyped, and mad
Day 11 - Another picture of you and your friends
Day 12 - How you found out about LiveJournal and why you made one
Day 13 - A letter to someone who has hurt you recently
Day 14 - A picture of you and your family
Day 15 - Put your iPod on shuffle: First 10 songs that play
Day 16 - Another picture of yourself
Day 17 - Someone you would want to switch lives with for one day and why
Day 18 - Plans/dreams/goals you have
Day 19 - Nicknames you have; why do you have them
Day 20 - Someone you see yourself marrying/being with in the future
Day 21 - A picture of something that makes you happy
Day 22 - What makes you different from everyone else
Day 23 - Something you crave for a lot
Day 24 - A letter to your parents
Day 25 - What I would find in your bag
Day 26 - What you think about your friends
Day 27 - Why are you doing this 30 day challenge
Day 28 - A picture of you last year and now, how have you changed since then?
Day 29 - In this past month, what have you learned
Day 30 - Who are you?